[I NEVER MADE A PLACEHOLDER HELLO i guess i did die pretty early
Buzen and Matsui left him in a state of mess, but he's now trying to clean up at least a little bit somehow. PLEASE. Sometimes he fazes out, so. It's a slow process.]
I do understand. I offered him a place in my shop, but I don't believe he will accept the offer. He knows I could die at any time when things will need to pass to my son, and it scares him. To be alone.
I can't really... chastise him for clinging to vengeance instead of living the life he deserves when I am the same. But he should have that.
He's quite an idiot about it. I know he hates being abandoned.
[ that's not something she'd ever do to him, if he'd only allow it. ]
I wouldn't even want him give up his vengeance. [ she is not and will never be anti-revenge. she does think revenge can be fulfilling, but she thinks what rang thinks he wants isn't fulfilling for him. ] I simply want him to be able accept more into his life.
[ she really is on the same wavelength as d even if she doesn't have her own vengeance quest. ]
I hope you can get your revenge. [ she doesn't know what it is, but she can still wish it for him. ]
[Rang is stubborn and sometimes short-sighted, so he doesn’t mind Lambda bullying him.]
My revenge is against the humans. I’ll be there to watch the very last one die. But their deaths mean they have destroyed the planet beyond repair because they came to their senses too late.
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Buzen and Matsui left him in a state of mess, but he's now trying to clean up at least a little bit somehow. PLEASE. Sometimes he fazes out, so. It's a slow process.]
They really didn't have to go so hard...
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there's some faint amusement as she watches him. she likes to be clean, too, but blood isn't the worst thing to be covered in. ]
They didn't have much to quench their battle thirst over these past few weeks.
[ her fondness is almost audible. ]
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It's just dry, and awful, and he's prissily particular about looking presentable.]
I noticed...
[He SIGHS, but unfortunately it's (fond) and not (derogatory) like it should be.]
They could have spared with Rang...
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I don't know if it would have been enough, and Matsui has so many hang ups about fighting in general.
[ she means his catholicism. ]
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He does. I suppose this is simply their nature. We at least had ones strong enough to handle the birds...
[Looking at her.]
Are you staying with Rang?
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[ if a sword won't fight, what's the point....
his question makes her emotions go dark and swirl like a whirlpool before she compartmentalizes. ]
That's a question better suited for him, but if it were up to him, it would be a no.
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A no? It isn't any of my business, I understand. It's only, I believe Rang deserves a freedom he won't let himself have.
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[ ... ]
I want to give him what he doesn't think he can have, but I can only force his hand so much.
[ that's not entirely true, but she's trying to compartmentalize right now. ]
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[Fucking Rang.]
I do understand. I offered him a place in my shop, but I don't believe he will accept the offer. He knows I could die at any time when things will need to pass to my son, and it scares him. To be alone.
I can't really... chastise him for clinging to vengeance instead of living the life he deserves when I am the same. But he should have that.
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He's quite an idiot about it. I know he hates being abandoned.
[ that's not something she'd ever do to him, if he'd only allow it. ]
I wouldn't even want him give up his vengeance. [ she is not and will never be anti-revenge. she does think revenge can be fulfilling, but she thinks what rang thinks he wants isn't fulfilling for him. ] I simply want him to be able accept more into his life.
[ she really is on the same wavelength as d even if she doesn't have her own vengeance quest. ]
I hope you can get your revenge. [ she doesn't know what it is, but she can still wish it for him. ]
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I want that for him too. I was hoping he’d accept it from you if no one else.
[His smile is wry.]
Thank you. It’s a double-edged sword. In a way, I hope I do not since that means my world would be a husk.
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I don't intend to leave without fighting him about it.
[ she doesn't want to have any regrets. she isn't exactly against dooming a world? she's not anti-world destruction, sorry to say. ]
What exactly is it you're aiming for?
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[Rang is stubborn and sometimes short-sighted, so he doesn’t mind Lambda bullying him.]
My revenge is against the humans. I’ll be there to watch the very last one die. But their deaths mean they have destroyed the planet beyond repair because they came to their senses too late.