You have only a little time to decide what to do here at the end, but in the grand scheme of things, you don’t have to have your future set in stone.
As long as you give a bit of consideration to the future while you’re here in the present. Try not to look so heavily at the past, if you’ll simply trust me on that. Remember, but don’t let it keep you from making your future better.
...funny. Kyoko said similar to me when I was trying to figure out my whole life if I ever got it back. [ and it's still something he's trying to figure out, but maybe d is right. looking so heavily at the past maybe has been a thing weighing him down for a long time. it's been the thing that's shaped him as a person, the thing he's held onto. those events of the past were a large part of who jonas was, but they don't always have to be who jonas is, maybe.
the thing about it is, this feels like a trick question. it's his natural distrust of people flaring up almost immediately, but simultaneously, if he thinks about it, d has been...pretty upfront with him. straightforward. not much to hide. d has always asked intelligent questions and gotten a read on jonas most people didn't immediately and maybe it's the fact they're all leaving tomorrow anyway.
so yeah. it's tentative, the way he approaches, but he does settle for a hug. weirdest development here, and yet. ]
I don't know if this is helping you at all. But I kind of hope maybe it does. [ the gesture, he means. ] But I've never found a reason not to consider your advice before, so...I think I can trust that.
[JONAS NEEDS SO MUCH THERAPY NOW, WOW. We need to have a therapy murdergame, or maybe just a THERAPIST in one. (Not an evil therapist, though, like Hannibal.)
He doesn't move until Jonas comes to him and starts the hug, and then he reciprocates. Jonas gets a firm squeeze around the shoulders. Squeeze all that trauma out.]
I think you should allow yourself the space to feel angry, or upset, or sad for as long as you need. [So funny coming from him, of all people. Listen.] There isn't anything wrong with that even if all of this is going to be over.
[I keep thinking about D having to be Christian in the graveyard after cyoa and Jonas's hang-ups and their conversation previously. HELP ME.]
The things everyone has had to do here with stay with them. It's your decision whether you let it haunt you. It doesn't have to, but it will take a lot of time.
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As long as you give a bit of consideration to the future while you’re here in the present. Try not to look so heavily at the past, if you’ll simply trust me on that. Remember, but don’t let it keep you from making your future better.
[He parts his arms.]
Would you like a hug, Jonas?
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the thing about it is, this feels like a trick question. it's his natural distrust of people flaring up almost immediately, but simultaneously, if he thinks about it, d has been...pretty upfront with him. straightforward. not much to hide. d has always asked intelligent questions and gotten a read on jonas most people didn't immediately and maybe it's the fact they're all leaving tomorrow anyway.
so yeah. it's tentative, the way he approaches, but he does settle for a hug. weirdest development here, and yet. ]
I don't know if this is helping you at all. But I kind of hope maybe it does. [ the gesture, he means. ] But I've never found a reason not to consider your advice before, so...I think I can trust that.
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He doesn't move until Jonas comes to him and starts the hug, and then he reciprocates. Jonas gets a firm squeeze around the shoulders. Squeeze all that trauma out.]
I think you should allow yourself the space to feel angry, or upset, or sad for as long as you need. [So funny coming from him, of all people. Listen.] There isn't anything wrong with that even if all of this is going to be over.
[I keep thinking about D having to be Christian in the graveyard after cyoa and Jonas's hang-ups and their conversation previously. HELP ME.]
The things everyone has had to do here with stay with them. It's your decision whether you let it haunt you. It doesn't have to, but it will take a lot of time.