sanguinary: (you must have a knack)

[personal profile] sanguinary 2023-07-21 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[NOT LIKE THISSSSS HEEEELP. Matsui just looks faintly grim at that. He fucking murdered one of those two. It's fine. Maybe he'll go back and kill the other one too.]

Death is a peaceful sleep, after all.

[NO IT ISN'T BUT NO ONE WILL CONVINCE HIM OTHERWISE NOW. The mental wounds remain and death doesn't heal those but at least it allows for everyone to hit the pause button and simply not feel traumatized for a while because they aren't feeling anything at all. Yeah!

Matsui is a little taken aback by the rest of this though. HELLO?? D??? D HELLO. After a second, he just shakes his head.]


...You-- Tools like us stand against what you work for. Your judgment is not unjust. After all, even if we are used to protect and defend, we still do so through spilling blood...
sanguinary: (your time is up)

[personal profile] sanguinary 2023-07-22 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
[IS IT.

Also unfortunately he does agree with that. He is very much of the opinion that he didn't ask for any of this and he didn't want any of this but now he just kind of has to deal.]


...It is-- frustrating. To be pulled from place to place in life like this.

[Even now, they're bound by the mission to succeed or face an even worse fate, damn humans to something far more horrific than death.]

But I suppose it is like that for us all. No one has full say in what their life looks like.