[Since denying the apology would probably feel worse than simply accepting an unnecessary one.
He rests one hand on the back of Fei Du's head and keeps the other arm around Fei Du's shoulders, patting the back of one rhythmically. He doesn't mind holding Fei Du while the man gets it all out. In fact, he thinks he probably should have held Chris more often too rather than keep him and Leon at arm's length.
That is simply the price of duty.]
When we go back, [Not if because If is such a terribly fragile thing to say right now.] when your father is gone, I want you to leave that place. All of it. I want you and Mr. Luo to start your own lives together somewhere, something new, with the handsome and magnificent Master Yiguo. I want you to never look back again.
If you let the past keep its fingers in you then you will never be able to move forward into the future. Trust me... on that at least.
[As someone bound to the past, as someone shackled to remember the vengeance sprouted there, he knows.]
You can do that. I believe in you. You deserve to heal.
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[Since denying the apology would probably feel worse than simply accepting an unnecessary one.
He rests one hand on the back of Fei Du's head and keeps the other arm around Fei Du's shoulders, patting the back of one rhythmically. He doesn't mind holding Fei Du while the man gets it all out. In fact, he thinks he probably should have held Chris more often too rather than keep him and Leon at arm's length.
That is simply the price of duty.]
When we go back, [Not if because If is such a terribly fragile thing to say right now.] when your father is gone, I want you to leave that place. All of it. I want you and Mr. Luo to start your own lives together somewhere, something new, with the handsome and magnificent Master Yiguo. I want you to never look back again.
If you let the past keep its fingers in you then you will never be able to move forward into the future. Trust me... on that at least.
[As someone bound to the past, as someone shackled to remember the vengeance sprouted there, he knows.]
You can do that. I believe in you. You deserve to heal.
[Just as Chris did.]