metacognition: fei du can't slow down. (85)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-25 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ yiguo is pleased. this is heaven. he is unaware of everything.

fei du sighs, and leans back a little further, reaching up to pinch the bridge of his nose under his glasses. ]


Four weeks of this to go. [ four more thursdays. sundays, too. ]
metacognition: fei du dreams for a good school district. (145)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-25 12:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ not the icons

mm. he shifts as he pulls his hand down, finally. ]


Writing yourself off, already?
metacognition: fei du's special soup is ready. (142)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-25 02:07 pm (UTC)(link)
If that's the case, that makes two of us.

[ two of them.... but, it goes for more than one way, really. from both the tendency to say sussy things, to an outlook on life that's shared. he doesn't really need to extrapolate.

fei du watches him, watches yiguo stretch out contentedly, luxurious. ]


Some people see children as an easier target. [ he'll say it. but, fei du doesn't linger on it, continuing. ] And some people prefer them for the violence of it all. Some people prefer to attack on the basis of a good fight; some prefer to harm others because they think it will be fun. Some people might as a moral choice, pick you, or me, or Wenzhou, or Kyoko, because at least we aren't children. Some people might pick us because they don't like us, or because of a petty slight. Some people might leave us be because we're pretty, or useful, or even just not to their taste.

I don't think there's any predicting it. I don't know where the moral heart of our group lies. What I know is that so far, we've proven that we're swayed by temptation, and as the weeks go on, we'll learn how the want to live will have people live and die. It's a long four weeks.

[ a pause. ]

I'd like it if you didn't die, D. Please try not to. [ this is like

a little bit of a joke. macabre. ]
Edited (i hate the english language) 2023-06-25 14:07 (UTC)