metacognition: fei du found a comb. (140)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-20 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ fei du's image of d's pet shop is weirder every day. also where's t-chan if he's around he can have a pat on the head. ]

Mm. It's a shark, right? I'm afraid this is a little out of my wheelhouse. [ he's a literature and art and crime guy not a stem guy. i'm free of lu bixing. ] Tell me something about it? I'd rather hear it from you than a plaque.
metacognition: fei du demands everyone shower. (36.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-20 11:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ scandalous... t-chan is having affairs.

fei du listens to this like a good student, actually, thoughtfully looking up at the shark display. his hands are behind his back, and he nods along, taking in the size of the teeth, the facts given. ]


In a world without human beings, if it goes along with my timeline of the world, too. How fascinating.

[ the kind of thing you would not want to run into on a fishing trip. ] What would you do if you saw one in reality, do you think?
metacognition: fei du enjoyed the sandwich. (46.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-20 04:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there were men on his hot or not, tchan bisexual party

anyway there is

a lot to unpack in this statement. the fond smile? sure. he comes to expect this behavior. look at t-chan. the brief reference to speaking to animals? sure! he's already talked about that once! the not dying part is new. thankfully he doesn't react much, only glancing briefly at d and raising an eyebrow. ]


Is that something you're able to do? Keep an animal from dying?

[ what's in your kibble ]
metacognition: fei du has too many secrets. (7.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-20 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ hehe.

a smile curls across his face before he realizes it - fei du ends up returning the expression, making a noise of understanding. and a little delight, really. this is exactly the kind of thing he would have said. two of them! ]


You know, I just might have believed you if you said otherwise. [ this is wry, as he looks back up at the shark. ] Despite all that's similar in our universe, I wonder if perhaps I've just been blind to something that existed all along, or if they're just cousins instead of twins.

Though, if it's the former, if this ever comes to fruition and you need real estate for your very large friend, I may know a person or two to help.

[ if they like, get out of here, but that doesn't have to be said in a hypothetical. ]
metacognition: fei du smells like clean babies. (30.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-20 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[ (fei du voice) throwing my credit card at it

anyway. ]


Well, that explains your foreign detective [ boyfriend ] friend. Fei Industries does have some holdings internationally - I might be able to help, if the circumstances are ever right. I've not ever lived outside of China, but I do like it.

Why leave? If you don't mind me asking.
metacognition: fei du has too many secrets. (7.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-20 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ lmao god ]

Ah.

[ maybe it's by understanding, or maybe it's just good reading of people's facial expressions, but fei du doesn't extrapolate or ask questions. ]

I understand the feeling. [ a little smile. ] No shame in that.
metacognition: fei du has errands. (60.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-20 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ hmm.

fei du's quiet for a moment as he finishes, expression neutral - he's just observing d as he speaks. ]


A vicious cycle.
metacognition: and lost a little weight. (89)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-20 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[ hmmmm.

this is one of the things fei du likes about talking to d - these sorts of phrases, the wide, philosophical nature of them all, the tantalizing hint at something else. it's a reflection of himself, really, one he doesn't often see in other people, and it's...

... there's a thoughtful pause. ]


... Don't worry. I never intend to.

[ when he tilts his head back, his gaze in return is a little intense, though not in an angry way, or anything - just understanding. searching, maybe, before he returns it back to the exhibit. ]

That's a lesson I learned a long time ago.
metacognition: fei du dreams for a good school district. (145)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-20 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ his expression doesn't really change much, even after the question is asked. neutral - carefully neutral, the storm in his eyes contained. ]

...It was taught to me from a very young age. I'm not sure I would call it belated.

[ a pause. ]

My father's on life support, you see.
metacognition: fei du is survivor hero. (49.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-21 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
A car accident rendered him braindead a few years ago.

[ so, not quite sick, but. this information is delivered very calmly, though he hasn't looked away from the shark. ]

There one day, gone in a flash. His medical records indicate that he be kept on life support should anything happen, though, there's been no sign of any brain activity since.
metacognition: fei du wants to be caught up. (79)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-21 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
That's correct. I took over the company immediately after.

[ shackled by a duty, indeed.

there's a soft noise in response, matching in tone - fei du's eyebrow raises. ]


Is that so? [ light, just curious enough. the door's open for him if he wants to explain, though he doesn't have to. ] A lack of care, in the opposite of the way you've treated it since, or...?
metacognition: fei du dreams for a good school district. (145)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-23 02:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ah.

well. fei du can read between the lines! boy howdy. he keeps idly focused, glancing up at the shark, but: ]


...I see. [ man. dads, right.

there's another pause, and then, dryly, sardonic - almost a little bitter, if you squint. ]
Some people shouldn't be allowed to have hobbies.

[ this is the darkest joke in the way that it is not really a joke. jesus christ ]
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