You sound just like Buzen and Matsui when you say that.
[though he doesn't think d is as stupid (affectionate) or as obsessed with bearing the burden of all of humanity, not when he has a more important burden to shoulder,
rang takes a sip, places his glass back down.]
That reminds me. Tell T-chan that he's free to seek his vengeance on me. I'll welcome him any time.
It’s true. I can’t take back what I did, and I don’t think I would if the situation didn’t change, not unless some other human told me the same annoying thing Rin did.
But I can still apologize.
[The second part catches him off guard actually, and he laughs! It’s a genuine laugh of amusement without being at anyone else’s expense.]
You don’t have to worry. T-chan was only trying to protect me, but he doesn’t hold any grudges for what you had to do. He quite likes you actually. You understand him on a certain level.
[HE DOESN'T HAVE TO MENTION IT BUT RANG FEELS LIKE HE WOULDN'T HAVE LET HIM EAT RIN ANYWAY, d might have killed rin but his hands were literally tied? everyone else was a bad option?]
That would have just made them think it was me. More than they already thought, at least.
[rang eyes the motion, the way D hides his expression from him, and resists the urge to bat at D like an annoying cat, if only so D can look back at him,]
So that they could beg you to explain why, and then tell you how much they hated you anyway? Or even worse -- so they could look at you and say that they understand, when they have no idea what they're talking about?
[he scoffs!!!]
You already had to give up a part of yourself to this game against your will. I don't want to imagine you giving up the rest to the vultures.
[Rang would say something like this, wouldn't he? He'd be vengefully bitter and right. For several moments, he continues to keep his head turned, and then he finally glances back at Rang.
He smiles weakly.]
I did explain to them a little, pretending as if I had heard it from someone else. And yes, they weren't satisfied with any whys because it had been Rin, and no amount of whys would ever satiate them.
[Because Rin was young and kind, and no one else would understand his own plight aside from maybe Rang.]
I'm still sorry you had to endure their hate. I think many of them liked you, so I hope I didn't ruin what they thought of you.
[maybe rin should have been OLD and an ASSHOLE like RANG /victim blaming,
at that rang scoffs,]
They were upset that I made them think that way in the first place. Ylfa was the only one who apologized to me.
[NO ONE SAID SORRY TO HIM BUT YLFA!!! which makes sense bc rang's at fault here,]
More importantly, some of them thought I was sad and misunderstood because of that -- which I blame you for. You can't believe how annoying it was to hear complete strangers come up to me and say I deserve to be saved.
[Sweet Ylfa!! He is glad Rang received at least one apology if nothing else. That matters.]
Only Ylfa… What a kind girl.
[He does not like the idea of Gerard and Ylfa once being human, but he will take humans becoming animals and understanding well over regular, idiot humans. So he likes them both.]
I’m afraid I agree with them, Rang, so you will have to hate me for it. You did deserve to be saved. I’m not sure if anyone would have offered me the same kindness. Maybe one or two if I had come forward.
[why is d so hilarious he should hate rang for being an inuyasha type and not a sesshoumaru,
his lips thin at that, then]
Your hand was forced. Yes, you chose to erase Rin, but you didn't just wake up and decide to do it. And maybe you and the others are like Matsui -- in that the reasons don't matter at all and that you're still to blame for everything.
But I don't think anyone has a leg to stand on -- thinking that you don't deserve to live when they're over there making the same decisions. Anyone who thinks that way should just go ahead and get erased forever.
[Looks back at yesterday’s trial and tags this thread. Haha… Yeah! Anyway, he told you so.]
They didn’t. It was strange… they pretended as if the idea of that was only something they would deal with when it happens, yet continued to be angry with whoever had killed Rin anyway.
[GOD. How does he both support Froggystyle as 2/3 nonhumans but also hate them because they made such a big deal about Rin, now look what they've done to others. Well, he did tell them to work hard to get Rin back.
So he guesses he'd have to be proud.]
They have to be willing to change on their own. To see and accept the things they've done, and then to do better moving forward.
[He looks away again.]
Though... I'm not sure how much I can say this all now after what I've done myself.
[imagine shenhe is right and froggystyle killed four more people this week,]
You can still say it. You have that right.
[d your entire species was killed by a human who was mad that he got REJECTED!! INCEL BEHAVIOR... that's how rang thinks of it anyway. did d kill rin bc he got mad, yeah so?]
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D is like us and does not really drink, so he can sip his virgin cocktail.]
We were erased, but then ended up not erased exactly. There wasn’t any point in not speaking about it.
[He props his face up in one hand.]
I’m not sure. He is human. But… likely not. That doesn’t matter; he doesn’t have to forgive me.
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[though he doesn't think d is as stupid (affectionate) or as obsessed with bearing the burden of all of humanity, not when he has a more important burden to shoulder,
rang takes a sip, places his glass back down.]
That reminds me. Tell T-chan that he's free to seek his vengeance on me. I'll welcome him any time.
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But I can still apologize.
[The second part catches him off guard actually, and he laughs! It’s a genuine laugh of amusement without being at anyone else’s expense.]
You don’t have to worry. T-chan was only trying to protect me, but he doesn’t hold any grudges for what you had to do. He quite likes you actually. You understand him on a certain level.
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takes a drink to hide that he's a little embarrassed... dont look at him sHUT UP]
I disliked him the least out of our entire team.
[:( he likes t-chan...... they are..... vore]
And I thought it was funny that he tried to eat Buzen.
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He dislikes you the least as well.
[T-chan and Rang's mutual "dislike least" scale.]
Even with their human bodies, Buzen didn't quite suit his tastes.
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He should have at least gotten to eat someone yummy before you got erased.
[smashcut to this week with the lions eating fcking LAMBDA]
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[He does not mention he wouldn't have done it anyway because Rin was young.]
So alas, he had to go hungry.
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That would have just made them think it was me. More than they already thought, at least.
[rang to everyone: i'd eat you if i could]
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They already accused you enough unnecessarily as it was. That would be the last thing I wanted them to do.
[He turns his head away enough to hide behind the curtain of hair.]
I should have stepped out instead of letting you take the blame.
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So that they could beg you to explain why, and then tell you how much they hated you anyway? Or even worse -- so they could look at you and say that they understand, when they have no idea what they're talking about?
[he scoffs!!!]
You already had to give up a part of yourself to this game against your will. I don't want to imagine you giving up the rest to the vultures.
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He smiles weakly.]
I did explain to them a little, pretending as if I had heard it from someone else. And yes, they weren't satisfied with any whys because it had been Rin, and no amount of whys would ever satiate them.
[Because Rin was young and kind, and no one else would understand his own plight aside from maybe Rang.]
I'm still sorry you had to endure their hate. I think many of them liked you, so I hope I didn't ruin what they thought of you.
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at that rang scoffs,]
They were upset that I made them think that way in the first place. Ylfa was the only one who apologized to me.
[NO ONE SAID SORRY TO HIM BUT YLFA!!! which makes sense bc rang's at fault here,]
More importantly, some of them thought I was sad and misunderstood because of that -- which I blame you for. You can't believe how annoying it was to hear complete strangers come up to me and say I deserve to be saved.
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Only Ylfa… What a kind girl.
[He does not like the idea of Gerard and Ylfa once being human, but he will take humans becoming animals and understanding well over regular, idiot humans. So he likes them both.]
I’m afraid I agree with them, Rang, so you will have to hate me for it. You did deserve to be saved. I’m not sure if anyone would have offered me the same kindness. Maybe one or two if I had come forward.
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his lips thin at that, then]
Your hand was forced. Yes, you chose to erase Rin, but you didn't just wake up and decide to do it. And maybe you and the others are like Matsui -- in that the reasons don't matter at all and that you're still to blame for everything.
But I don't think anyone has a leg to stand on -- thinking that you don't deserve to live when they're over there making the same decisions. Anyone who thinks that way should just go ahead and get erased forever.
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I agree even if they would not, so thank you for saying so, Rang.
[NOT THEM BOTH VALIDATING ONE ANOTHER. AWFUL!!! Rang is too nice to him.]
I told them as much as well. The longer they are there, I’m sure they will come to understand the meaning of my words.
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at that he laughs, but also stop don't thank him for saying obvious truthful and logical things out loud?]
I bet they didn't like hearing that.
[THEY'RE SO AWFUL AND BAD!!! ERASURE JUST REUNITED THESE FOOLS,]
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They didn’t. It was strange… they pretended as if the idea of that was only something they would deal with when it happens, yet continued to be angry with whoever had killed Rin anyway.
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Humans love their hypocrisies. And barely any are self-aware enough to realize it.
[d just had the very bad luck of being the second killer. (rang voice) it should have been me,]
If death can't change them, then what can?
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So he guesses he'd have to be proud.]
They have to be willing to change on their own. To see and accept the things they've done, and then to do better moving forward.
[He looks away again.]
Though... I'm not sure how much I can say this all now after what I've done myself.
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You can still say it. You have that right.
[d your entire species was killed by a human who was mad that he got REJECTED!! INCEL BEHAVIOR... that's how rang thinks of it anyway. did d kill rin bc he got mad, yeah so?]