[ why does no one believe him when he says he goes to therapy :(
anyway. the good news is fei du cannot fucking electrocute himself with his psych no matter how hard he tries, so whatever he's trying at the moment is currently useless. when d shoves the door open, he's just, there. he's standing in the middle of the room, shoulders hunched up to his ears, grabbing onto the closest piece of furniture with one white knuckled hand. the other one is pressed to the bare, open front of his chest in his shirt, expensive buttons torn off onto the floor, and sparks insistently jitter off of his knuckles and out of his hand. nothing happens.
he hasn't even noticed that d's there. even now, he's staring, this thousand yard stare down at the ground, his phone still quietly playing the music from the announcements, having swapped off of luo wenzhou's and onto someone else's. he hasn't even noticed. fei du's breathing harshly, violently and his thoughts sound even worse the closer you get, more staticked out than ever, violent, discordant bars of you raise me - no, it wasn't supposed to - no, mountains you raise me up
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anyway. the good news is fei du cannot fucking electrocute himself with his psych no matter how hard he tries, so whatever he's trying at the moment is currently useless. when d shoves the door open, he's just, there. he's standing in the middle of the room, shoulders hunched up to his ears, grabbing onto the closest piece of furniture with one white knuckled hand. the other one is pressed to the bare, open front of his chest in his shirt, expensive buttons torn off onto the floor, and sparks insistently jitter off of his knuckles and out of his hand. nothing happens.
he hasn't even noticed that d's there. even now, he's staring, this thousand yard stare down at the ground, his phone still quietly playing the music from the announcements, having swapped off of luo wenzhou's and onto someone else's. he hasn't even noticed. fei du's breathing harshly, violently and his thoughts sound even worse the closer you get, more staticked out than ever, violent, discordant bars of you raise me - no, it wasn't supposed to - no, mountains you raise me up
he's chill and fine ]